.......

you pacify

the pacifist

specifically

in the pacific,

amongst Allie's ocean

and Alice's restaurant

CRAWLING!

through the clouds whilst

grasping at straws and

clawing at last stands

indefinite, waiting,

upon rainworld,

because it is

the only thing

that reminds you

that you're actually alive -

at sea or

in undertow,

i'm over calm

and overcome

with such bloodlust

and carpet rolling

cluster fucks,

rag tagging, i

bluster punch,

drinking indigo

above awnings

(with my amigos always!)

on ladders on

i've had some of

the best views ever on

like evermore, or even scene

hedge row, anthropocene

an essence

flows through me

freely and sealy

underestimating

what this lifespan

will do to thee

for you are the

filthiest angel

i've ever

laid eyes on:

forever

my side piece,

ever the outlier,

wasting away

in your atelier,

i will make sure

i stay longer

than last time

keeping -

BELIEVING!

a thin veil

between me,

my words,